We tend to gravitate towards things that we find exciting.
This is particularly true for me. Growing up, my parents jokingly said that I have ‘S.O.S.’- Shiny Object Syndrome. I could be doing a task when another more interesting task or object suddenly steals my attention. I could write about how I get a thrill from stepping back and looking at an art project I worked on for hours, or when a mechanism of the robot I built functions well, or when a friend I am tutoring finally understands a concept. Instead, I’ll just write about something that bothers my parents and makes me overall less productive - video games. They are one of the things specifically designed to be captivating and engaging, so of course I should find them exciting. The difference for me is that I was so scared to battle and “die” in a virtual game that I even played Minecraft on safe mode. To me, tamer video games such as The Sims or city/shop/clan building were a creative outlet. A way to create imaginary storylines, complete absurd challenges, accomplish things that I wasn’t old enough to do in real life yet. Need to do homework? It’s finished after a few seconds of turning the pages in a book. Want to become a doctor? No worries! Even if you started life as a young adult, you just need to work hard for a few days to get promoted. Want to get in a relationship? Just click on 10 or so of the romance interactions and voila! Want more money? Ctrl Shift C “testingcheats true” “motherlode” and bam- 50,000 Simoleons. Interactive games were a way for me to jump into the fictional realm, explore impossible things, ignore the responsibilities and stress of normal life, strategize on how to act so things are the most efficient and effective. I think that the reason why I am so excited by video games now is because the time I get to play them is so limited. It’s like the dessert at the end of the meal that you can’t have too much of. One of the parts of video games that I am always amazed by is the community that surrounds them. Especially with The Sims, online creators can share their own creations, builds, custom content, and modifications. Essentially, they edit their game and are then able to share their edits with people all over the world. Wether it is clothing, poses, scenarios, or coding for new gameplay, I am always excited by seeing the new things these essentially unpaid creators come up with. These creators are always able to provide me with a ‘shiny object’ something new to capture my attention and look at in astonishment. something to satiate my S.O.S. Love, lovebug
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●●● I want to use this blog as an opportunity to put my thoughts into words, To journal the events of this year, To share what goes on in my mind. The main purpose of sharing such personal facets of my life is to reflect on them myself, To become more comfortable with others knowing me, To have something to look back on, To see how I grow and develop. I have never been good at schedules or deadlines but they are inescapable. I plan to post about once a week or whenever I find myself caught up in my own thoughts. The stray tangents that my mind tangles itself in will most likely translate to later posts. ●●● From a young age, I have never been able to sit down and read a book. I would have much rather sat doing chores or dishes Because reading was that incredibly tedious. With the exception of a few books, None of them ever captured my focus or imagination, It didn’t teleport me out of the real world, I couldn't will myself to be interested in any way. That is why I want to write short posts with more meaning, To never just fill space with empty characters. Even if the words serve no purpose to the readers, They serve a purpose for me. |
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